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Deaaaar lorrd! 

I haven’t posted in ageeeees!! oops! Sorrrrry (:

Well…basically not much has changed in my life recently, had a v.good todaii…Been to town wiv my boyf n Jorrrrdaan<3 Nowww ravvin to old tuneeees wivv Raeeee. Major love! <3

Im moving sooon, dunno where too yet thooo :L my life is going to get very interesting soon I hope, drama in all areas. School is finefinefine.boringboringboring. Ahaaaa, v.v.v.v.v.happy mood right nowww!!!! XD

Rigggght im off too makee somee parody thing witth Raeeeee nn Sinnng (badly) :L

Loveee you guysssss

xoxo

“You’re just one of those guys who lead girls on and feed them lies. One day its love, the next it’s all gone. You’re hurting me way too much to be the one.”

Ive thought about that a lot, and its true. If we were meant to be, we wouldn’t be hurting each other like we were. I wouldn’t have even asked you to talk to me behind her back, and you shouldn’t have expected me to go behind my families back. There is so much pain that we could have prevented if we could have just left it as it was. Just friends talking again, but we both pushed it to be something more than it was, when we knew it could never be.

I think about the people I love, the friends I love, my family and none of them would hurt me, or cause me the pain that we inflicted on each other. And they wouldn’t want me to hurt that way either.

And honestly, I don’t buy the rubbish where you say you loved me, and then the next you are saying you never, ever did. Its not something you can turn off like that, trust me, I know. I believe we loved each other, but not enough. But by the time we realized it was too late, and we were in too deep. So it was easier to just say that our/yours/my love never existed.

But whatever you believe, just know that I did love you, but I don’t love you anymore. I still love you, and care deeply about you, but its not love.

I want love from the movie Dear John - now thats love. That is one hell of a love story. I read the book a couple months back and it was sad, but tonight I watched the movie and almost cried. It was heart breaking. I like the book and movie equally, but I was glad I had read the book first.
John loves Savannah. Savannah loves John BUT she marries another guy even though she still loves him, in the book they go their separate ways and that’s it. But in the movie the guy she marries dies of cancer, and then John and Savannah end up together. Its heartbreaking, moving, romantic, sickly-sappy-sweet, endless, timeless love! Its magical! Love is MAGICAL! I want magical love, and we didnt have magical love.

I want magical love…

Heyy guys! :)

Had a great day today! Went shopping in Milton Keynes with Mum &+ Becky, fab fun :) I bought a gorgeous black dress with cream lace strapped decorations &+ two (one white one grey) flower hair clips, they are really nice! I have wanted some hair decorations recently so very happy to get them XD

Going to dye my hair soon, either tomorrow or Sunday. Going a dark chocolate brown, Emily reckons it is going to make me look like Leighton/Blair well much more! I am also going to work out how to successfully use my ghd’s to curl my hair so I look like her more, just to get peoples opinions :) I will try and post some pictures of my dress, clips and new hair when I can :L

Sorry for writing such a long essay XD Jess xoxo

Oh dear “/

I am so confused on how this site works!

Haa look at me, I am so stupid XD

If anyone could help me out it would be very much appreciated :)

Thanks guys xoxo